Random thoughts, confessionals and ramblings

My usual thread, this will be my main confessional where I post all of my crap! So excited to play and really love my tribe already.

Also I am fucking deceased at someone playing as GREG LMFAO.

Loving this comp so much, allowing me to shine, take the lead and assert myself as someone who is necessary for success on this tribe. Hopefully there’s not an instant tribe swap to fuck that up!

John, you are a fucking psycho for putting that entire challenge together oh my god your MIND. That was actually incredible and despite me wanting to rip the guts from your body during that second challenge with all that horrendous math, after I got through that I felt like a fucking comp BEAST flying through each of those sections oh my god. You are incredible but bitch so am I!

Shut up you little turd or I'll throw you through a glass stepping stone.

GREAT COME AND BREAK MY CON WHY DONT YOU CHUCKY? MORE LIKE CHUCK YOU IN THE TRASH

wouldn't it be fun if i sent my idol to a member of another tribe with a note attached to build an unwavarable trust with them? hehe

So I'm trying to figure out who I can trust most on this tribe. I think Rio is at the top of my list right now. It would've been Hikari but she was really pushing how nice Roger is yesterday that I had to pretend I gave a shit about him and have now found myself in a room with the two of them, plus Barbie.

I like Barbie and Hikari a lot, hence the room of three, but I do think the pair of them have the potential to be both sneaky and messy.

So, Rio is my bae. I won't be telling him about my idol just yet, but I might tell him about the room I've found myself in with Roger.

Ryan seems like a real outcast right now which is sad because he's a big dumb doofus but oh well.

I'm putting my eggs in Rio's basket. I've told him about the room that's been made with me, Roger, Hikari and Barbie and also thrown some shade onto Hikari which is dangerous, because she and Rio could be super close and I don't know it but, I'm doubting that in her pushing of a room for four with Roger, excluding Rio.

Love you chuc-key

When I told John I was coming into this season to be cunty I didn't think I'd start so early

Miss Peppermint Fatty can eat my arsehole, as if I'm gonna let fake Greg try and come for me, they should have all taken note of Loki's response and not tried it. And Christina's shady ass, I see you, stupid ass, with your dumb xoxo signature that makes me want to top myself, go away this isn't Gossip Girl.

I'm allowed to joke about it because eye have in the past thought about doing it, it's reclamation of the power it held over meeeeee

Do it! Just make sure you have a credit card for the hospital bills!

GIRL IM SUING YOU

FYI, major love for you having that shit down.

Ugh I loved that so much, y'all know I'm a horror gal

Ms. Gale Weathers coming thru!

Y'all really said FUCK DAN with this swap, Roger and Barbie?! REALLY?!

Y'all?! Don't look at me miss!

Here's the plan. I bring Roger and Barbie into a room of three. If we end up going to tribal, I share with the two of them my Idol. I tell them to speak to Greg/Christina/Simon about flipping and voting me out. I use my Idol, we put two votes on Christina and one on Greg and then, if there's an Idol on that side that gets used as well, we're all safe. I'll go request that room now, but the Idol knowledge is only getting shared IF we lose tonight.

Keeping my eye doll for at least another night? a beautiful thing.

I hate going into the merge at a potential 6-5 and being in the minority. I hate that I don't trust anybody entirely. I hate that I feel so alone in this game despite being allied quite well. I wish I trusted more people so I could share the info about my idol.